permanent ongoing lack of privacy and familial disapproval during my developmental years, probably LMAO. Grew up in a house with three rooms, one of which i shared with both my siblings, and if I wanted privacy the bathroom and the bedrooms shared walls and there was no soundproofing. And i was "a crybaby" when I was a kid (ie: i would get frustrated and have responses verbally about it that weren't yelling and violence) so my entire family rode my ass on shutting the fuck up until I was like fifteen lmao
the lack of soundproofing or privacy did not stop me from hitting puberty though so it absolutely extended to "if i want to jerk off i have to do that in dead silence without breathhing too weird or someone will knock on the bathroom door and ask why i'm crying like a baby" LMAOOO
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Date: 2022-11-28 09:49 pm (UTC)the lack of soundproofing or privacy did not stop me from hitting puberty though so it absolutely extended to "if i want to jerk off i have to do that in dead silence without breathhing too weird or someone will knock on the bathroom door and ask why i'm crying like a baby" LMAOOO