You need therapy, and you need therapy, and you also need therapy...

[palominocorn]

Do you ever get the thought, like... "I literally have fifteen or so diagnosable mental health conditions because of a horrible childhood layered upon some crap genetics, and I only developed the ability to have functional relationships in the last five years, so how the heck am I the most stable, competent person in this room full of people with happier childhoods and less disordered brains?"

Because I get this thought at least once a week and it makes me feel like I entered some really weird parallel universe each time.